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(What's my Score?) [02 Dec 2008|09:31pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | Farce of the Penguins ] Your rainbow is strongly shaded brown and gray.               What is says about you: You are an elegant person. You appreciate the roughness of nature. You depend on modern technology and may feel uncomfortable without it. You feel closer to people when you understand their imperfections. Find the colors of your rainbow at spacefem.com.

(What's my Score?) I hate Thanksgiving [27 Nov 2008|03:17pm] [ mood | grumpy ] [ music | *Batteries Not Included ] I truly do hate Thanksgiving. It's a stupid holiday, one where I'm repeatedly told I either don't help or that I'm hateful. So for someone who's not a nice person to begin with, why would I want to subject myself to that every year. Well I live at home to begin with. However, if I had been deprived like my father says he was, I'd be Thankful.... No I'd probably have left my parents house at eighteen and never looked back. But I still would hate thanksgiving. Well, lets start with reason number one... people are crazy, to quote Dean Winchester. But during the Winter Holidays, they're not just crazy, they're idiots. Now, this might come from working in food retail for three years, where I had to make popcorn and limeades and fill out orders, talk to stupid people on the phone and deal with angry people who couldn't get what they wanted because we didn't have it. Why would someone like me, who doesn't have any friends and hates people want to be around people like that. I don't. What do I have to be thankful for. Nothing really. Number two, simple really. I HATE TURKEY. Hate it... although I hate steak too. But turkey is completely tasteless. I've suggested other birds, cornish game hen, duck, goose, chicken. But no they all get turned down because my father has to eat turkey on thanksgiving. And apparently my grandpa made my mom cook duck or goose one thanksgiving and she never wants to do it again. Number three. It's the same food made over and over again every fucking year. There is no variety to the repeat meal. It's corn casserole, greenbean casserole, mom's sausage stuffing(disgusting), mash potatoes and gravy, olives, and biscuits. That's the basic meal. With the fucking Turkey. But then in the next few days pie will be made and sweet potato casserole will be made. We don't even get PIE for thanksgiving. Number four. The time this 'holy' dinner is actually served. Around one or two in the afternoon. It's ah called Thanksgiving DINNER. Not thanksgiving Lunchen. I hate eating that early. Dinner happens around 6, the winter holiday meal should also be eaten at the same time. Number Five. If I'm going to have to eat the turkey it should at least be served hot. Uh apparently not in my household. We get this new over where one of the racks remove so that you can cook other items as well as a huge pan. Well apparently that doesn't happen. The meals are made then put in the fridge. Then when the turkey gets done it gets to sit for about an hour and cool while everything else gets cooked. Cook and then reheat in the oven. But the fucking bird should be hot. And what do people in N. America have to be thankful about. We ended up killing and enslaving the indians taking the land that they lived on for our own. They were a peacefulish people who didn't want any problems and they were killed and intire tribes were wiped off the map.

(What's my Score?) [16 Nov 2008|06:34pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | Jeff Dunham ~~ Spark of Insanity ] HowManyOfMe.com There are 37 people with my name in the U.S.A. How many have your name?

(What's my Score?) Work [31 Oct 2008|11:24pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | Panic at the Disco ~~ It's Almost Halloween ] I had to change diapers.... I haven't had to do that in years, like ten freaking years or longer. A decade. Thankfully only two had crap in them, the others weren't as bad. Had the boss's kid pick up and carry over a mouse head to show me what he had found. I was in the process of tying shoes before dropping that in favor of getting him inside to get his hands washed. Two year olds are cute though. I just don't speak babyish language.

(1 Supernatural Creature. ~*?*~ What's my Score?) Job [09 Oct 2008|10:02pm] [ mood | quixotic ] [ music | Sabrina on Lifetime ] It's been one month, one month of hard ship and nearly giving up on finding a job. Well within the past week I had two job interviews, the staffing company called with a four day temp job. But I decided to hold out on them because I was going to be getting a decision from another job that same day and I didn't want to promise to do the temp job and have to bail out because I got another job. Though, the job is only part time and pays for crap because it's parttime. It's a 'job', but I'm going to have to keep looking because I need a job that has benefits. I have no health insurance, no dental, no vision. I have car insurance only because my parents are paying for it.

(What's my Score?) Work [05 Sep 2008|04:38pm] [ mood | annoyed ] [ music | Dog Whisperer ] So this time last week I was crying on the highway as I drove myself home. Or in my car as I called my mother to tell her what happened. My job had to dissolve my position because they didn't have enough children to cover the cost of hiring another fulltime teacher. Fuck the fact that the float/relief girl got to keep her job. So today I had an interview, I felt insulted afterwards and during it. I didn't apprciate the eye rolling sent my direction as I was answering questions. I was being truthful about the question, saying that I didn't care if I write my own lessons or use premade I've done both. I wasn't a fan of the staff either to be truthful, it's a daycare center that isn't even acredited. And I heard the demon work Under Ratio. Under Ratio got me hired and fired in the same day. Common City of Olathe I want to work for you!

(What's my Score?) Nightmare Dream thing [26 Aug 2008|10:00pm] [ mood | good ] [ music | ER Next Episode ] So it started out with me waking up at 8.15 thinking that my radio was on. Hit a few buttons then fell back to sleep. Twenty minutes later my nap alarm sounds, hit a few more buttons before in desperation hit the power button because my alarm isn't on. Then, fall back to sleep thankfully. Well, I dream that I woke up, roll over, look down and see three pairs of tennis shoes that were lined up on the side of my bed. A pair of green and white ones and two whites. Fuckers I hate tennis shoes. Roll back over in dream bed and try to fall asleep only to feel my stuff puppy dog, which is on my thigh for some reason. I accuse Stuff Puppy Skittles for putting the tennis shoes next to my bed and stuff puppy suddenly gets heavy. A Physical heavy that I FELT. Before moving around, HE NODDED in my dream, then turned to do something but I woke up. I've not had a nightmare in a long time, but that counts for one if there ever was.

(What's my Score?) Job [23 May 2008|11:01pm] [ mood | apathetic ] [ music | Sam's Club Commercial for Beds ] I just had my first real honest to God job interview today. It's up in rural Kansas, the middle of nowhere... not just the CD anymore folks. As much as the opportunity is great, the cons outway the pros. I'm turning into Rory Gilmore, making pro and con lists, but I've got like 16 cons to 4 pros. The town is very beautiful, the houses are great it reminds me of a small town near where I live but no... Prices are way higher there than I would like, I'd starve.

(What's my Score?) Life [09 May 2008|10:08pm] [ mood | stressed ] [ music | Three Men and a Baby on TV Land ] Dear Life, You suck. I have just discovered that I will have great grades in one class. However, my student teaching grades will be horrible. I don't care so much any more though. I'm just trying to figure out what the fuck I can do with a Bachlor's Degree in Education. Apparently there's not a whole bunch that I can do. I wish that I had known that I was doing badly, but I didn't know. Not until my principal came to observe me. It was only then that the shit hit the fan. I don't approve, I thought I was doing well and now they're like you have no C.Management skills, your lesson planning is horrible. Well fuck you. It's not my fault that I got stuck with a teacher who had no C.Management in place and told me so point blank that there was none. It's not my fault that my CT never said how the lesson plans should have been completed. So sorry that my scripted lessons weren't what you wanted, it was the first time I had ever had to do that. I shouldn't have been blamed for not taking all guided reading when you wanted to keep two and let me have two. It's not my fault that there were no plans for centers, because hello their centers the students know what to do with them. Two weeks is not enough time to re-start everything, and get classroom management back when you're not letting me try. So life, I feel like a failure and now all I can do is cry, I'm sick and tired of crying. I'm graduating in a week, I'm not walking thankfully because I couldn't enjoy it now. I'm buying my ropes and tassle and washing my hands of everything. This was one of the most horrific experiences in my life, my emotions are my own and no one else should be witness to them that are not family. Signed, The upset ST

(What's my Score?) Birthday Calculator [11 Mar 2008|10:27pm] 19 December 1985 Your date of conception was on or about 28 March 1985 which was a Thursday. You were born on a Thursday under the astrological sign Sagittarius. Your Life path number is 9. Your fortune cookie reads: The secret of getting ahead is getting started. Life Path Compatibility: You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 3, 6 & 9. You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 1 & 5. You may or may not get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 7 & 11. You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 4, 8 & 22. The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2446418.5. The golden number for 1985 is 10. The epact number for 1985 is 8. The year 1985 was not a leap year. Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 2/20/1985 and ending 2/8/1986. You were born in the Chinese year of the Ox. Your Native American Zodiac sign is Owl; your plant is Mistletoe. You were born in the Egyptian month of Menchir, the second month of the season of Poret (Emergence - Fertile soil). Your date of birth on the Hebrew calendar is 8 Tevet 5746. Or if you were born after sundown then the date is 9 Tevet 5746. The Mayan Calendar long count date of your birthday is 12.18.12.10.14 which is 12 baktun 18 katun 12 tun 10 uinal 14 kin The Hijra (Islamic Calendar) date of your birth is Thursday, 6 Rabi'u'th-Thani 1406 (1406-4-6). The date of Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 7 April 1985. The date of Orthodox Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 14 April 1985. The date of Ash Wednesday (the first day of Lent) on your birth year was Wednesday 20 February 1985. The date of Whitsun (Pentecost Sunday) in the year of your birth was Sunday 26 May 1985. The date of Whisuntide in the year of your birth was Sunday 2 June 1985. The date of Rosh Hashanah in the year of your birth was Monday, 16 September 1985. The date of Passover in the year of your birth was Saturday, 6 April 1985. The date of Mardi Gras on your birth year was Tuesday 19 February 1985. As of 3/11/2008 11:24:40 PM EST You are 22 years old. You are 267 months old. You are 1,160 weeks old. You are 8,118 days old. You are 194,855 hours old. You are 11,691,324 minutes old. You are 701,479,480 seconds old. Celebrities who share your birthday: Jake Gyllenhaal (1980) Kristanna Loken (1979) Alyssa Milano (1972) Tyson Beckford (1971) Amy Locane (1971) Jessica Steen (1965) Jennifer Beals (1963) Robert Urich (1946) Richard Leakey (1944) Alvin Lee (1944) Tim Reid (1944) Al Kaline (1934) Cicely Tyson (1933) David Susskind (1920) Ralph Richardson (1902) Top songs of 1985 Say You, Say Me by Lionel Richie We Are The World by USA for Africa Careless Whisper by Wham! Can't Fight This Feeling by REO Speedwagon Money for Nothing by Dire Straits Shout by Tears for Fears Broken Wings by Mr. Mister I Want to Know What Love Is by Foreigner The Power of Love by Huey Lewis & the News Everybody Wants to Rule the World by Tears for Fears Your age is the equivalent of a dog that is 3.17729941291585 years old. (Life's just a big chewy bone for you!) Your lucky day is Thursday. Your lucky number is 3. Your ruling planet(s) is Jupiter & Neptune. Your lucky dates are 3rd, 12th, 21st, 30th. Your opposition sign is Gemini. Your opposition number(s) is 5. Today is not one of your lucky days! There are 283 days till your next birthday on which your cake will have 23 candles. Those 23 candles produce 23 BTUs, or 5,796 calories of heat (that's only 5.7960 food Calories!) . You can boil 2.63 US ounces of water with that many candles. In 1985 there were approximately 3.7 million births in the US. In 1985 the US population was approximately 226,545,805 people, 64.0 persons per square mile. In 1985 in the US there were 2,425,000 marriages (10.2%) and 1,187,000 divorces (5%) In 1985 in the US there were approximately 1,990,000 deaths (8.8 per 1000) In the US a new person is born approximately every 8 seconds. In the US one person dies approximately every 12 seconds. In 1985 the population of Australia was approximately 15,900,566. In 1985 there were approximately 247,348 births in Australia. In 1985 in Australia there were approximately 115,493 marriages and 39,830 divorces. In 1985 in Australia there were approximately 118,808 deaths. Your birthstone is Blue Zircon The Mystical properties of Blue Zircon Zircon helps one be more at peace with oneself. Some lists consider these stones to be your birthstone. (Birthstone lists come from Jewelers, Tibet, Ayurvedic Indian medicine, and other sources) Blue Topaz, Ruby, Lapis Lazuli Your birth tree is Fig Tree, the Sensibility Very strong, a bit self-willed, independent, does not allow contradiction or arguments, loves life, its family, children and animals, a bit of a butterfly, good sense of humour, likes idleness and laziness, of practical talent and intelligence. There are 289 days till Christmas 2008! There are 302 days till Orthodox Christmas! The moon's phase on the day you were born was in its first quarter.

(What's my Score?) Numerology [11 Mar 2008|10:25pm] You entered: Amanda Elizabeth ***** There are 20 letters in your name. Those 20 letters total to 82 There are 9 vowels and 11 consonants in your name. What your first name means:Spanish Female Lovable. Latin Female Lovable, worthy of love. Some scholars believe this name was invented by 17th century British dramatist Colley Cibber who gave it to a character in his play 'Love's Last Shift.' Noel Coward later named a character Amanda in 'Private Lives'. English Female Worthy of being loved. Literary; poets and playwrights brought this name into popular usage in the seventeenth century. Your number is: 1 The characteristics of #1 are: Initiating action, pioneering, leading, independent, attaining, individual. The expression or destiny for #1: A number 1 Expression denotes the skilled executive with keen administrative capabilities. You must develop the capacity to be a fine leader, sales executive, or promoter. You have the tools to become an original person with a creative approach to problem solving, and a penchant for initiating action. Someone may have to follow behind you to handle the details, but you know how to get things going and make things happen. You have a good mind and the ability to use it for your advancement. Because of these factors, you have much potential for achievement and financial rewards. Frequently, this expression belongs to one running a business or striving to achieve a level of accomplishment on ones talents and efforts. You have little need for much supervision, preferring to act on your own with little restraint. You are both ambitious and determined. Self-confident and self-reliant must be yours, as you develop a strong unyielding will and the courage of your convictions. Although you fear loneliness, you want to be left alone. You fear routine and being in a rut. You often jump the gun because you are afraid of being left behind. The negative attributes of the 1 Expression are egotism and a self-centered approach to life. This is an aggressive number and if it is over-emphasized it is very hard to live with. You do not have to be overly aggressive to fulfill your destiny. The 1 has a natural instinct to dominate and to be the boss; adhering to the concept of being number One. Again, you do not have to dominate and destroy in order to lead and manage. Your Soul Urge number is: 3 A Soul Urge number of 3 means: With the Soul Urge number 3 your desire in life is personal expression, and generally enjoying life to its fullest. You want to participate in an active social life and enjoy a large circle of friends. You want to be in the limelight, expressing your artistic or intellectual talents. Word skills may be your thing; speaking, writing, acting, singing. In a positive sense, the 3 energy is friendly, outgoing and always very social. You have a decidedly upbeat attitude that is rarely discouraged; a good mental and emotional balance. The 3 Soul Urge gives intuitive insight, thus, very high creative and inspirational tendencies. The truly outstanding trait shown by the 3 Soul Urge is that of self-expression, regardless of the field of endeavor. On the negative side, you may at times become too easygoing and too optimistic, tending to scatter forces and accomplish very little. Often, the excessive 3 energy produces non-stop talkers. Everyone has faults, but the 3 soul urge doesn't appreciate having these pointed out. Your Inner Dream number is: 7 An Inner Dream number of 7 means: You dream of having the opportunity to read, study, and shut yourself off from worldly distractions. You can see yourself as a teacher, mystic, or ecclesiastic, spending your life in the pursuit of knowledge and learning.

(What's my Score?) [11 Mar 2008|08:41pm] You Have Many Alpha Tendencies You're not a total alpha female, but you certainly know how to - and like to - get your way. You're forceful without being intimidating. You're confident without being vain. A perfect mix. Are You an Alpha Female?

(What's my Score?) What Women Say [17 Jan 2008|08:56pm] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | What's This ~~~ Nightmare Before Christmas ] Fine This is the word a woman uses at the end of any argument in which she feels she is right about but needs to shut you up. Never use "fine" to describe how a woman looks. This will cause you to have one of those arguments. Five Minutes This is really half an hour. It is equivalent to the same "five minutes"that a football game is going to last before you take out the garbage. Nothing This really means, "You'd never understand." "Nothing" is usually accompanied by a woman's desire to turn you inside out, upside-down, and backwards. "Nothing" is often said prior to an argument that will last "Five Minutes" and will end with the word "Fine." Go Ahead (with raised eyebrows) This is not permission. This is a dare. One that will result in a woman getting upset over "Nothing" and will end with the word "Fine. Go Ahead (with normal eyebrows) This means, "I give up" or "do what you want because I don't care." You will get the "Go Ahead" with raised eyebrows in just a few minutes, followed by "Nothing" and "Fine" and she will talk to you in about "Five Minutes" when she cools off. Loud Sigh This is not actually a word, but is still a verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A "Loud Sigh" means she thinks you are an idiot at that moment and is wondering why she is wasting her time arguing over "Nothing." Soft Sigh Again, not a word, but a verbal statement. "Soft Sighs" are one of the few things that some men actually understand. This means a woman is content and your best bet is to not move or breathe and she will stay content. That's Okay This is one of the most dangerous statements a woman can say to a man."That's Okay,? means that she wants to think long and hard before paying you retributions for whatever it is that you have done. "That's Okay" isoften used with the word "Fine" and used in conjunction with the raised Eyebrow "Go Ahead." At some point in the near future when she has plotted and planned, you are going to be in some mighty big trouble. Please Do This is not a statement, it is an offer. A woman is giving you the chance to come up with whatever excuse or reason you have for doing whatever it is that you have done. You have a fair chance to tell the truth, so be carefuland you shouldn't get a "That's Okay." Thanks A woman is thanking you. Do not faint; simply say, "You're welcome." Thanks a lot This is much different than "Thanks." A woman will say, "Thanks a lot"when she is really ticked off at you. It signifies that you have hurt her in some callous way, and will be followed by the "Loud Sigh." Be careful not to ask what is wrong after the "Loud Sigh," as she will only tell you "Nothing."

(What's my Score?) New Years [31 Dec 2007|11:45pm] [ mood | numb ] [ music | Three Days Grace ~~ It's All Over ] This year has gone by so fucking fast, just months ago I was starting out in a classroom of fifth graders and working at Topsy's. Well I'm going to start the new year with second graders and not working at Topsy's. I've passed my classes, I've passed the Praxis II, I'm so tired, lost and everything in between.

(What's my Score?) Mob [18 Dec 2007|10:53pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | Hanson ~~ Let You Go ] Today I was mobbed by over half of my class, I'd only been gone for a day and a half... geez.. Holiday party gallore, they had an ice cream and nacho bar... they never asked for candy... such odd children they are. I got a necklace/earring set from Quen and Paige, with black pearls and crystal... very pretty. Giftcards to Starbucks.... I don't really drink coffee... except for the Iced Mocha at McDonalds and even then I have to fill it with sugar... except when the manager made it... god that one was perfect, I certainly never needed the sugar packets. I need my PRAXIS II test scores, but they were only mailed out today. Flip.

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